The Blog (Page 2)

Hello there, welcome to my ramblings. This is my journey into becoming a full time artist, my yarn frenzies and travels around the country with the girls and sometimes pets too.

 

I’ve been teaching myself watercolor and trying to do at least one a day. I’ve stuck to small pieces but trying a larger scale this week. Today I decided to rework an old piece. 
Couple of years back I did a lovely pastel of a photo I took. Beautiful reds, browns and yellows. Today it became watercolours. 

I wasn’t at all sure I could get those vibrant colours but it came out pretty good. I was happy with how the colors looked. 

My goal is to get further commissions to do nature and wildlife and let’s not forget the pets. I’d like to offer both pastel and watercolour. 

As I have mentioned I have extra time at home now that I’m unemployed and to be honest I still love it. I can spend my time doing all sorts of things. It’s like a sign, this is what I’m meant to do. If I can sell my art (crafts) to make enough $ to pay bills then this is my future reality and I’m excited, more than I have been in years. 

So while I have this time I’ve decided to try my hand at watercolour. I did it as child, then took a course in college but it never really stuck. I just couldn’t get hang of it nothing looked right. I was a bit apprehensive but I am loving it!


I’ve done items from photos or sketches that I’ve done. I even tried my hand at a bit of watercolour fantasy….I think I need bit more practice for that 🙂


I think I prefer landscapes and flowers, nature. I get lost in it – till someone mentions the time, I am oblivious. 



Well back to it 🙂

While I am home doing the job hunt thing (which by the way is a full time job) and hoping I come up with a way to freelance so I can chose not to return to the office life. I am making most of free time 🙂 

I love animals, nature & all its wildlife (not snakes, never snakes) I thought it would be great to do some pastels of endangered animals. My starting animal is a Gorilla. It’s the eyes, so expressive. 

I used canson pastel paper and a mix of pencil and my Rembrandt soft sticks. 

I’m pretty happy with finished product and it felt good to lose myself in the process. I think I will try another paper next time though. I am now planning my next one. Not sure which animal yet but looking forward to it. 

I try to keep this to art, nothing about work , because trust me, that would be depressing 😉 But that said I wanted to share this. 

I’ve been struggling to make ends meet lately while trying to keep motivated about my art. Monday morning arrived and I felt this odd calm come over me as if it was all OK! I felt a new sense of hope moving forward, I just knew it would all work out.

But, then Wednesday arrived. After 9 yrs and at the ripe age of 57 I got laid off!! What! Yep, I am unemployed with no income & a single parent. Funnily enough I only panicked for 5 mins which is quite odd for me. Here’s something that says a lot about the times we live in not to mention the company I worked for. It was done by google hangout. What happened to HR and people skills. 

So I did the only sane thing I could think of….I asked the universe my big questions last night aaaandd nadda ‘sigh’ But later when I walked into my room my lamp started flashing. Like a morse code from the unknown. Does this mean I should be an electrician, in lamp sales, or is it just telling me to lighten up? If it was the universe answering I think it needs to be bit less cryptic. 


I’m sitting here writing this and wondering What Comes Next. For some reason I’m still not stressed, I have no direction or plan at a complete loss with bills looming and yet oddly calm. They say Life has a way of working out if you still have hope. I have hope, lots of it. So if you too find yourself in a place wondering what’s next:

  1. Don’t stress stay calm. 
  2. Have faith that it all happens for a reason and it’s going to be OK. 
  3. Stay away from the light 🙂